SCORPION make Mad!!

malem ini, malem minggu. dimana semua orang yg pacaran, pasti pada berpacaran. entah itu telpon, jalan, makan, ato cuma nonton dvd bareng dirumah.
berhubung sekarang gua pacaran jarak jauh..YA. cuih_damndistance. tapi gua juga butuh pacaran nih.
seenggaknya, smsan,,, ato telpon"an ngebahas apaaa gitu kek..

hmm,, btw, kemaren tanggal 21 januari, gw anniversarian. bukan. hari jadian.. ya.. 3 tahun 1 bulan, ato 37 bulan ataw 1110 hari or 26.640 jam atau 86.400 menit en bisa disebut juga 5.184.000 detik. (ya, gw sengaja ngitung ini).
 soo... malem ini gw berharap bakal smsan, atau telfon, yg bisa.. ngebahas ttg hubungan kita. evaluasi gitu deh.

 but yes... but all is not as beautiful as imagine

gara-gara kalajengking sialan. 

percakapan pertama.


gua : "katanya temen kamu, tadi sore mancing kalajengking???? dimana? iih,, kok kalajengking sih? (secara wajar donk, gua kaget cowo gw mancing kalajengking. pada umumnya orang mancing kan buat dapet ikan)

Mr. oh-so-handsome : "iya, mancing di sawah..banyakan sama temen"

gua : "kalajengkingnya sekarang dimana?? kalajengking yang banyak kakinya itu kan?yang keras?trus dia kan punya racun.hiiiiyyy," (masih agak aneh ngedenger mancing kalajengking, dan masih coba buat mastiin klo yang dipancing itu bener"kalajengking-ga aneh,kan??)

Mr.oh-so-Right : kamu ga tau kalajengking??????????


percakapan pertama tadi memperpanjang percakapan malam minggu yang indah ini. akhirnya pun gua ngejelasin sepengetahuan gua ttg kalajengking kaya gimana. untuk mastiin lagi, gua buka mbah google, dan (tetep)mastiin kalo kalajengking itu seperti kalajengking yang gua tau.
dan...
percakapan pun berakhir dengan...


gua : "kamu tuh lagi BT yah? kayaknya klo ditelpon sama aku jadi BT gt" (mencoba nahan tangis..teriak...nahan sumpah juga buat si kalajengking sialan)

Mr. oh-so-cool : "iyaaaa aku lagi BT"

gua : "yaudah deh. ditutp aja yah, telponnya? camlekom"
.....
....
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pikiran gua melayang.. terbang..
ingin marah...
entah sama siapa...
nyalahin dia yg lagi BT?? ato nyalahin kalajengking yang bikin BT???


akh. hidup kalajengking. :'(

I wish!

on this night like this,, there's so many things I wanna tell you, many things I wanna show you.

and yess!!

there're a thousand good reason I want you to stay.

yeaaahhhh... waiting for your call..and hmmm.. your text message..


I'm sick angry and so desperate for your voice.. for your lovely words...

anything bout'you... anything!!

I love you, Derris.. more than you know.

more than you know, derr!!

yupps.. lets hear you laugh,,and say what a big Bulshit I've said.

nope. I mean it really I mean it, derr..!

I dont you dare to leave me.


yes, it will be. what if we add,would be nice to have 6 kids with you :)

holding arms while you tell about your day all night long :')

it must be nice watching you a sleep..hug you tight :)

until the sunrise, kiss you every morning :D

say.. I LOVE YOU when we are going to bed :)

hmmm..

it must be nice, huh??

I Love You, derr


yours

Remember

remember him...

his name
his face
his kiss
his warm embrace

remember him, when he played my song..
make me crying all nite long.

remember how close we to were..

remember memorized his walk
the way he used to talk

remember the things he used to say..

remember his laugh
his grin
remember the way he held me tight..

the time that went so fast!!


but you know, I'll never forget you said... you'd leave me never.
I wish.

miss you so much, dear...


cuih! damndistance :'(